Singapore

 I don't know what happened with me, this year I have plan to Singapore, but until now I still worried about what will happend to me. I'am scared that I will get bad situation or meet bad people there. and also it will be the first time for me to go another country, even I never go to another country or city, the only city I have visited are samarinda and tenggarong. I never on plane. hmm, I don't know that good plan or not, but I want do something in my life and I think I should try it, and it will be my biggest experience.

it will be have consecuence. I always thinking about my mom, my family, I never live alone. I don't know. I just worried if I can't strugle and addapt there. so many chinese, and I know they are really hardwork, ambitious and only businees in their think. Can I survive? can I make my family happy when I go there? will my life be happy? ya, only Allah know that, and I just hope to Allah that it's good for me. 

Acctually my plan not only for money, but I want have good experience, meet many people around the world, and hope I can practice english so my English better. hmm..that's my plan, but Allah has plan.

IThis plan from one year ago, but my plan is in 2025, not 2024, but then I think 2025 too long, my little brother this year will be 2nd class vocational schools, hope when I go there my family conditon stable. 

for my mom, I really love you, so hard to leave you. you always make the best breakfast, the best food, not tired to give us advice, and I know sometimes I hurt you and don't understand about your feeling and you mean. you are not young too old for work, and I'am sad in this age you still work until night even your body not fit and you have problem with your bone and joint. I want you happy maa..