Hope 2

I don't know what I feel. I'm not sad, not happy, what's this? but I know that I need someone to talk. my days go by like morning waiting for night and work waiting for sleep. there is nothing special. I don't have many friends, I don't have friend to talk about what I feel. everthing I just kept in my mind. 

today I feel guilty about what I do to my mom. I said harsh to my mom, even my mom is very lovely and she has never said bad to me. I'm not good at apologize to my own family but very good to others. my plan is to buy bread coffee  for my mom after work  as a sign of my apology.